breaking hearts has never looked so cool

As I loved Panic!'s (now Panic, which i totally don't agree with) first album,  of course I had to go get the new one even though i was skeptical after hearing "nine in the afternoon."  I shall give the album 3 1/2 stars.  It's definitely a throwback to the 60's i.e. the Beatles, Bob Dylan, etc.  I'm predicting that most of the quartet's emo fans will not be able to connect with the music as they did with 2005's "A Fever You Can't Sweat Out."  They've traded in their electronic emo for songwriteresque melodies.  Will this earn them a few cries of "sell out" like their founder?  Or will today's youth's extremely short attention spans keep them from actually grasping Panic's old world feeling record?  Only time will tell, but whatever happens, we know the boys are happy with what they've made.  And that is really the only thing that matters.

hello my mutal friends in the cyber land.  so last week i went to a cute is what we aim for show and it was so amazing.  they had two other local bands called goodbye houston and the common kings which werent too bad, but kinda boring.  anyways, during ciwwaf there was an amazing mosh pit going. i believe it was the second best show ive ever been to. peace out homies.

hey guys. im updating at school. hope i dont get caught. i went to honda civic tour and it was AMAZING!!!!!!!! i met the academy is... and william beckett signed my arm! arent i so cool?  not really.  um...fob was awesome.  i loved when the popped onto stage.  pete walked right past me and he is so short! but i  still love him. anyways...i ll try to update again soon. luv u all!

hey guys. my computer has once again failed me.  it is not working and i cant get on buzznet or pretty much any other site.  so if u guys think im ignoring u im not. my computer just doesnt want me to talk to you.  ill try to update whenever im at a friends house.

                                                                                                       thnks, love u all

                                                                                                        fallenromance

The academy is... new cd is so gooooooooood. william's voice is just so cute. i cant decide what song is my favorite yet. i have to listen to it about 15 times before i can decide. im only up to 3 i think. been too busy. but i  have some time off of school so i can listen to it a million times. cant wait. but so far bulls in brooklyn seems like the best bet. we've got a big mess on our hands is still good though. o idk. i cant wait till i see them at honda civic tour!!!!!!!!!!! im so exited. i have to learn every lyric by then. lots of work to do. im also going to gym class heroes in a week. far behind on knowing all of their stuff. lots to do. gotta go.

                                                                             love from skeptics and true believers,

                                                                                                               fallenromance

OMG! ADAM LAZZARA IS ENGAGED!!!!! how can this be????????? i cant believe this happened. i was so depressed when i found out. and my ipod seems to hate me cuz i have it on shuffle and it keeps playing taking back sunday songs. i am so upset. he proposed in a starbucks on valentines day! he loves his cappacinos. it is so sad that he will never drink them with me. :(

i havent updated in forever. i guess this is becoming another thing in my life that i dont really care about. just another scene in the movie of my life. when will it end? u need her...i could be her. i could be an accident but im still trying. and thats more than i can say for her...i have absolutely nothing to say. i never do. my life is so boring. theres only one thing in life that i really want...but i know im never gonna get it. my life just gets more and more boring and depressing every day. i go to school and sit through hours of people telling me what to do. i hate school. when do u ever use anything u learn in the real world? i mean who really cares what the main theme in the canterbury tales is? i dont think anyone does. i wish i could drop out of school, fall in love, and live happily ever after without ever having to do anything except the things i love. but i know that isnt how it works.  so i have to go to college for some stupid job im gonna hate. i see nothing positive in my future. just...boredom. my life isnt going the way i want it to at all....

"love is not like anything. especially a fucking knife."

omg. this is so fun. put your ipod on shuffle and press forward for each question. the song title is the answer to your question. here's mine:

HOW ARE YOU FEELING TODAY?

I’m so sick – flyleaf    not really sick but my legs hurt from walking up the stairs

 

WILL YOU GET FAR IN LIFE?

All that I’ve got – the used   all that I have to do is to get far in life. What else will I waste my time with?

 

HOW DO YOUR FRIENDS SEE YOU?

Move along – the all American rejects  I guess I need some new friends…

 

WILL YOU GET MARRIED?

The end – my chemical romance  maybe I’ll get married but that will be the end of  my life?

 

WHAT IS YOUR BEST FRIEND'S THEME SONG?

Remember to feel real – armor for sleep  they don’t even know it but it should be…not going into detail

 

WHAT IS THE STORY OF YOUR LIFE?

Sleep – my chemical romance  ah. I do enjoy sleeping

 

WHAT WAS HIGH SCHOOL LIKE?

Growing up – fall out boy/project rocket   perfect fit, however I think I grew up the summer between middle school and high school

 

HOW CAN YOU GET AHEAD IN LIFE?

This could be anywhere in the world – alexisonfire   maybe I’ll travel? Or maybe im gonna lose my memory and not know where I am

 

WHAT IS THE BEST THING ABOUT YOUR FRIENDS?

Welcome to the black parade – my chemical romance  doesn’t even make sense. Maybe theyre gonna be rich and famous and be in a parade and they’ll give me lots of money

 

WHAT IS IN STORE FOR THIS WEEKEND?

House of wolves – my chemical romance   hope I don’t get bitten

 

DESCRIBE YOUR GRANDPARENTS?

You know what they do to guys like us in prison – my chemical romance  none of my grandparents have ever been in prison. At least not that I know of…

 

HOW IS YOUR LIFE GOING?

To Whom It May Concern – underoath   it doesn’t concern anyone cuz no one cares bout me.

 

WHAT SONG WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?

This side – nickel creek  this is a terrible song!!!! Hate it!!!! It came with itunes when I downloaded it and I never deleted it.  My dad likes it though so maybe hes the one that’s gonna play it.

 

HOW DOES THE WORLD SEE YOU?

Bike scene – taking back Sunday    ummm. Maybe im a movie star in a scene with bikes?

 

WILL YOU HAVE A HAPPY LIFE?

Switchblades and infidelity – fall out boy   guess not

 

WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS REALLY THINK OF YOU?

The truth about heaven – armor for sleep   well I am truthful

 

 

DO PEOPLE SECRETLY LUST AFTER YOU?

This is how I disappear – my chemical romance  guess they want me to disappear

 

HOW CAN I MAKE MYSELF HAPPY

Of all the gin joints in the world – fall out boy   oh no!!!! am I gonna be an alcoholic????

 

WHAT SHOULD YOU DO WITH YOUR LIFE?

The music or the misery – fall out boy   exactly what I want to do. Not the misery part.

 

WILL YOU EVER HAVE CHILDREN?

Lunacy fringe – the used   I think kids r gonna drive me crazy

 

WHAT SONG WOULD YOU STRIP TO?

Vampires will never hurt you – my chemical romance   interesting…I could see it happening….

 

IF A MAN IN A VAN OFFERED YOU CANDY, WHAT WOULD YOU DO?

Lying is the most fun a girl can have without taking her clothes off – panic at the disco   this should have been the answer to the last one. But I guess I’m either gonna take off my clothes or lie. Hope I lie.

 

WHAT DOES YOUR MOM THINK OF YOU?

The (after) life of the party – fall out boy   my mom wants me to die? Doesn’t surprise me…

 

 

WHAT IS YOUR MORTAL ENEMY'S THEME SONG?

You charlatan – fall out boy/project rocket   this is my least favorite fob song ever. However I don’t think she deserves a fob song. Shes too slutty.

 

WHAT IS YOUR PERSONALITY LIKE?

Time to dance – panic at the disco   I do love to dance. Only with myself though. That sounded wrong. U get what im saying.

 

WHAT SONG WILL BE PLAYED AT YOUR WEDDING?

The middle – jimmy eat world   maybe I’ll get married in the middle of my life. Hmmm….

 

 

people this year have been calling me emo. even my best friends. it kinda hurt at first cuz i saw emo people as these doom and gloom i wanna die kind of people. but i realize now that emos are people who understand life and themselves more than anybody else. so in that sense i am emo. but i dont cut my wrists. but i think thats just a sterotype. cuz i know preppy people that slit their wrists all the time just for attention. so to answer everybody's and my own question is....i am emo. i love who i am and if anybody else doesnt they can go fuck off. i love my life and how i live it. so i dont give a damn what anyone else says/thinks about me. so from now on, call me emo.

i wrote a goodbye note in lipstick on your arm when u passed out.  i couldn't bring myself to call. except to call it quites. best friends ex friends to the end better off as lovers and not the other way around. racing through the city windows down in the back of yellow checkered cars. this city says come hell or high water when i'm feeling hot and wet. i can't commit to a thing be it heart or hospital. best friends exfriends to the end. better off as lovers not the other way around. racing through the city windows down in the back of yellow checkered cars. i cast a spell over the west to make you think of me the same way i think of you. this is a love song in my own way. happily ever after below the waist....

ok time for me to spill my guts to my dear computer. so i had this (guy)friend last year. we started going out. we broke up. normal relationship stuff. right? me and my other friend were like best friends with him. but he had these other friends. the platinum blonde, glacier white teeth, fake tan, hollister wearing kind of bitches that i hate. i knew they were no good. they just used him. and either he didn't notice or he didnt care. i think he didnt know cuz hes not very smart when it comes to people.good in math though. so anyways. he and them hurt me more than anything else that ive ever been hit with. (that line made no sense) so now hes friends with them and ignores me and my other friend. he talks to me once and a while. he always does at dances. we usually end up dancing together for some reason. its really weird. but...he has some serious issues. he doesnt know what real friends are. we were. they werent. o god i wish he would see this more than anything. ive wanted to tell him this kind of stuff forever. all i want is to help him. but i know i cant change him. only he can change himself. (hence the page title)

no one loves me. :( and why are there so many damn gay emo guys on this site? not that i'm against gays. it's just that all the cute guys are gay. so upsetting. i have to go pack. going to the kidney's house. i think we're gonna kidnap neha tonight.

hello little boys little toys with the dreams you believe crawling up the walls running down your face. razor sharp razor clean feel the weapon sensation. on your back with loaded guns. now hold on to me pretty baby if you wanna fly. i'm gonna melt the fever sugar. rolling back your eyes.

i should make a quiz where i sing, well type a song and ppl guess and whoever gets it first gets a prize. well. no prize. but i'll send em a digital hug. i have no life.

so i'm sitting here at my computer in a tank top and shorts. it's probably 5 degrees outside. oh well. i have slippers on and they're fuzzy. that doesn't help much though. i just bought the song to be loved by papa roach. wow. they say the f word every two seconds. but it's a good song. yup yup. haha. that made me think of a fish. i think i was a cat in my past life. i'm so lazy. i'm freezing here but i don't feel like crossing the hall to go to my room and put on a sweat shirt. i'll do it later. last night i worked out for the first time months. i felt energized afterwards. but i don't think it will happen again soon. uh.

i really have nothing to say right now. but i feel bad when i neglect my blog. my parents would kill me if they knew i had this. at least my dad would. my mom wouldn't care if i jumped off the roof. anyways...i think i'm going to sydney's tonight. gonna try to win fob tickets again. if i don't get em i will die. i think i will. i have nothing more to say.

all guys should get twenty twenty surgery to look like adam lazzara! haha. seriously though he is one of the hottest guys on the whole planet. he is my number two. hmm...should i post my favorite guys list or will that make me look boy crazy? cuz i'm really not. i just love rock stars. i'm rockstar crazy i guess. haha. "u can count on me for that and nothing more...." i luv that song. with a passion. haha. it's me...oh yeah. and are they saying twenty twenty surgery for cheese? probably not. that makes no sense. i think i'm going deaf. and blind. and i'm getting arthritis. and last night i had an apendacitis and......i think i'm dying.

noone has been added yet but i realized while i was laying in bed last night that i forgot the chinese lady with a tummy ache! how could i forget her??? she is one of the coolest on the list. i am so ashamed of myself.

i want that shirt so bad. it's so true. i mean what in this world do i really love? i love love i guess. but i don't have that. so for now i guess i love...what/who can i love? life? everyone says "the gift of life" but is it really a gift? ur born, u live, u die. what's so great about it? it can be i guess. but is it for most? i mean how many ppl die and say my life was amazing? how many die and say i have no regrets? not many. i'm willing to bet on that too. the way i see it is life is short. so live it the best you can. i always ask myself-if i died tomorrow, would i have any regrets? right now the answer is yes. but i only have one....the only thing i really want is love. like true amazing head over heels love. i dont think it will ever happen. i've never seen it except for in movies. one time my friend said to me " i'm surprised you havent had more boyfriends. ur so pretty" but looks isnt everything. ppl say it all the time cuz it's true. i'm too shy to get a guy to notice me. i guess i'm just waiting for the guy that doesn't need me to say anything to get his attention. he'll always know what i want to say even though i can't. i guess i'm just a hopeless romantic. so all i heart is love. or the lack of it. if that even makes any sense.

OMG!!! so frickin exited for this tour!!!! tai, cs, AND fob??? that is an amazing lineup. however +44 and paul wall kinda ruin it. actually they totally ruin it. oh well. i guess i'll just come late. but i am so exited. like you have no idea at all. omg. i think i am having a heart attack. the good kind.